"And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. "
So, as many of you know, we have been anxiously awaiting this day, to where our first appointment would be here...and past us. We didn't think we were nervous, but as the day grew closer, we realized how truly nervous we were! When we first found out that we were pregnant again, we both decided that taking an approach of fear would be like we weren't trusting Him...From my perspective, and this is Tyler by the way, perhaps I was afraid. I only hope the Lord can forgive me.
I fell into the doubting Thomas crowd. Not believing till I saw it for myself. The first time we got pregnant, I began writing letters that one day I could give to our child. After the miscarry, I didn't know what to do with them. I tossed the little book onto a shelf. This time around, I couldn't bring myself to pick up that book and start writing again. Perhaps, because until I heard the sound of that little heartbeat, I wasn't going to allow myself to be too excited.
How unfaithful of me. The Lord is the designer of all things, how could I not put this into His hands. This just showed me that perhaps my faith needs strengthening. Now, God has blessed us, even though my faith wavered.
I will simply post the picture, and I will leave that to say words that now won't come....
The little Mircle